i'm not leaving

I dont know how to let you know

that im not leaving, im not moving on

i know i needed to take a few steps back,

i know what's most important right now, 

and i want you to have the peace that you need to focus on that

but i will never stop caring about you

im still admiring and praying and loving you from afar

i know you need to be by yourself

but i hope you still know,

that my hand is ready to hold you.

and despite the distance,

im grateful to have you in my life.

if not for you, i wouldn't have this amount of love and hope in my heart

if not for you, i wouldn't know i was even capable of that. 

i will never stop hoping to be a part of your life again

for there's nothing i want more than to see you live, 

to witness your life.

and if im blessed, pohon i can be there to experience the rest of this life with you. 🥹💛