hi. friday na sad.

each week is just flying by

but i hope each day, each week brings me closer to the day i get to see you

i wonder what your day is like or gonna be like today

is it a calm, slow morning..

is it busy kay dialysis day..

i wonder how the dialysis has been,

how your heart has been..

naa ra japon ko sa sulod? aww charot jokee hahahha 

i remember sulti ni doc nga di ka pwede mubuhakhak katawa 

ig magkita ta, pwede kaha ko mg hirit or mg joke hehehe

im sure ga buhakhak ka sa mga vids sa feed so i guess safe ra. 🥲

i've been working from home this week

nag renovate sa new room sa office gud

but monday naa ang CEO, mygosh, mag 1on1 daw with selected people.

if we we're still talking, ichika ko ni nimo nga makuyawan ko

and then you'll say it's gonna be okay and ayaw ka-stress. hehe 

so i'll just think of that and try not to be. 🥹

ikaw kaha, i wonder if naa kay other things gihunahuna

thoughts and things that you can't say out loud or share to anyone

i still don't know if nibalik ka sa work or wala nah

sometimes i think, apil cguro ni sa preparation and time gihatag ni Lord 

maybe tungod He knows its gonna be a long road ahead, physically, mentally, emotionally, ug uban pang "lly", even financially

so this is Him giving time to prepare

naa japon sa akong plan to make an income nga dili from trabaho

that way i would have the means and time freedom pohon ug kung ibalik mn ka ni Lord sa akong kamot, i can be there for you better, sa tanan "lly"

even if some days you'd rather fight your own battles, 

i won't fight them for you or with you, but i'll be right there ready in case you reach out for my hand.

hays nana sad ning layu kayg lagpot nga hunahuna, 

im sure if maka basa ka ani you'd understand kung way thought organization brad. :)

anyway, i hope the world is gentle on you today. 

like you said, even if all you do today is survive,

im still proud of you. 

i miss you everyday.

hmm, i love you. 💛