This is "how" i love you.

i want you to know that no matter what, you have someone who’ll always love you gently, and choose you every day.

I won't pull, i won't push, i just wanna be a safe place that you can choose to return to.

I hope to always be your shoulder, may it be in your quiet days or in days that feels heavy.

I hope you know that this is not me chasing, 

this is me choosing to stay. 💛

Bec all i want is to be something in your life that's steady, 

I hope to be someone who can show up fully, esp when things get hard or scary.

Yes, the thought of losing you scares me,

but nothing scares me more than seeing you get hurt.

I have always loved you, 

But I don't want to love you in the "best way", because the "best" might look different for both of us.

And God knows there are days that im far from being my best self.

So i want to love you in a way that heals us both, not in a way that triggers.

But in a way that listens, in a way that understands, in a way thats patient.

I want to love you in a way that stays every single day, and in a way that will make you believe you are always worth the risk, and the wait.

I pray that i'll have enough time and strength to continue to love you in ways that would always make you feel special and valued, because you truly are.

I love you so much, beh. 💛💛💛