I remember, even on our lazy days, 

i never feel like i am wasting time with you

you never made me feel like i have to do more, or be more

yet being with you and looking at a future with you

made me want to do more, and be better -- for us.

i never felt like i need to, but you make me want to. 

you make me want to show you how good it can be,

how good life can possibly be.

you make me hope,

you planted that in my heart.

now i just wish hope was enough.

coz before, i know you've tried closing the doors

but lately it feels like you've locked them.

and for once, i hope my feelings are wrong. 🥺