I dont know when you can read this or if you would ever get to read this but

today is exactly 3 months after you ended things.

and i got a message from you.

na shocked ko, but very happy.

happy to know you're alive, and okay and maka katawa pa and joke2x sa chat  lol

I missed that goofy, playful side of you  hehe

and somehow without talking about some things specifically, i still got some of the answers i needed.

your health, your job, your day, your feelings and thoughts about what i used to obsess over (which is finding you and seeing you).

Im glad you are still enjoying mga bawal in moderation

life is getting too short to not enjoy some of the good things, or see the things that make us giddy or happy.

Pohon pohon, we'll see. I hope even in small ways, i can make you see or experience some of these good things.

So laag nya ta ha. 

Or if you are reading this in a year or so, then i hope nakalaag nata hahaha 😊

Take care of yourself pirmeee friend. 💛