Walay gabie that i go to sleep without thinking of you,

And you're my first thought when i wake up.

And on either times, i just write.

Somes days there's a lot i want to tell you

But then i just end up with a couple of lines and an i love you.

But its okay, because i wasnt gonna stop trying to let you know that i do.

On days that i miss you harder, i write more.

Ive read that poetry doesn't cure grief, but it understands. 

There must be some truth in that ba

And writing to you gives me hope. A lot of it.

I just wish you're here to read them.

But everyday i just tell myself that wherever you are, whatever you're doing, you're safe. You're getting treatment, you're eating right, you're being taken cared of.

But i know it takes more than all that to be okay, to be at peace.

And thats where i wanted to be there for you.

In your moments of doubts, of fears, the feeling of loss and emptiness.

In those moments when the lies on your brain wins.

So ill always be here, buntag or gabie, from afar.

To tell you otherwise.

I loved you before i even met you. 🥹

So this distance will never make me love you any less. 

Basta just keep pulling through ha.

I know you're tired, but please hold on, and i promise ill never stop trying until i get the chance to show you everything that you deserve. 💛

I love youu kaayoo. 🥹💛