I thought i knew how to love you. 🥺

But i forgot how much some things have changed,

how much your life has suddenly shifted.

maybe theres a side of you that changed,

maybe parts of you had to change,

in order to live, in order to survive.

Maybe you are not the exact same person from when i met you,

from when i first loved you.

and maybe now... a different you needed a different kind of love. 🥺

None of us know how much strength it took for you to get here  

and God knows how proud i am of the person you are every day 🥹

i can only imagine how every new day demands a different amount of strength, and hope, and will just so you can get through it.

So sorry beh if maybe my words that used to comfort you we're no longer enough today

if maybe my messages didnt make you feel as loved as ive hoped

Im sorry that im still loving you the way i know how.

Remember katong ngchat ta niana ko something like,

just because you show them you love them, doesnt mean they feel loved,

Niask dayun ka if i feel loved by you, ana ko yesss.

And I asked you back, ana ka yes, kaayo.

But now, maybe a different us needs a different love?

If only i can ask you.

How can i make you feel loved beh?

How do you want to be loved? 💛