i know words may not help when our heads are clouded, or when are bodies are in pain

but i hope that when my letters eventually find you, it will be on days when you needed to hear these words.

if today is one of those days where youre feeling lost in all the noise,

i hope that you don't let the world consume you

i hope that you live however your heart desires

dont forget what makes you happy

if it makes you happy, it doesn't have to make sense to anybody else

its not for them, its for you.

and if you ever find yourself in a dark place,

i hope you believe that you have everything in you to come back.

if today is one of the good days, im happy and i wish moreee of it for you. 🥹

i want nothing but the best life for you, i reallyyyy do.

its just that i cant help but wish i can be a part of that life too.

but its okay because even from afar

i will always keep a safe space for you.

in here you can say anything, feel anything, do anything. 

in here i will wish for life to be kind and bearable

in here i will hope that you win the silent battles you tell no one about

in here i will always try for you

in here i will never give up fighting for you to stay.