throwback to the 2nd letter i wrote to you, while you were sleeping. 💛

i read back and found dghana na diay ani entries oy 

and you had no idea 🥺 

this one i wrote to you in january.

and my feelings hasn't changed after everything. 

if anything, im more sure of you now

no matter how short or long this lifetime is

and if God permits, i wont stop trying to make you feel more loved than when we first met.

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today, as i watch you sleep 

i know now i want to be the person who get to do that for the rest of your life

we've both been through a lot

some dark days we almost couldn't deal

the kind of hell we know too well

inspite all that, we both survived

knowing you, being with you

has showed me enough proof to believe two people can be destined to meet

you came at a point in my life where i was healing

at a place where i was ready to give it all again

and i came into yours when you were ready to try again

days with you felt like months,

and we even joked that our first month felt like 2 years!

you've opened up to me faster than you've opened up to anyone before

and getting to know all those parts of you made me fall in love with you more and more

today as i watch you sleep

i know now i want to be there for the good days and the bad

i want to be the arms you fall asleep in

i want to be the person you wake up to, morning, afternoon, or night

i know now i want to be there through every petty fight

every scary what ifs, every funny bits

you make me believe that even two scarred people can heal and laugh again

today as i watch you sleep

i know now i want to be there for the amazing sunsets and for the slow days 

i want to be there for the high and the sick days

i want to be there for every stubborn moments

i want to be there to remind you to eat when you also do the same because i don't

i want to be your rest, while you are the one who quiets the screams in my head

today as i watch you sleep

i know now i want to spend every possible waking moment with you

i want to be your safe place just as you are my peace

i want to love you and never stop showing you

today, tonight, and for as long as i have you.

i love you.

-the other yellow