You're not my first.

 

I read this line that said, "You may not be my first in many ways, but you are my first in all the ways that truly mattered." And it's true.

You may not be the first person i loved, but you are the first person i loved diffrently.

You are the first person who deserves the best of me.

You deserve old school love and cliche, 

You deserve flowers that make you smile, you deserve letters written of how much you're worthy.

You deserve to take up space, to be thought of, 

and not just a mere afterthought.

You deserve more than half-hearted apologies,

And you deserve a love that never leaves.

You deserve to be able to trust and let your guard down,

You deserve people who thank the heavens you're around.

So I hope you don't talk yourself out of what you deserve,

Coz even if all this may also be a first for you, as they were for me,

One day i hope I can make you see, that you really do deserve to be happy. 💛