thoughts

Ana si Vice, mapa dahan-dahan or biglaan, there's no easy way to break somebody's heart.

Which is fucking true. 

We can break a heart slowly, gradually until we're gone, or we can break it by just walking out of their life. 

Either way, i think walay "mas sayon", walay "mas maayo" nga way or time.

It's gonna be the same grief, the same loss. There's no measure.

Kita kog mga videos sauna about people who chose to still stay in the hospital bedside, who chose to still walk to the altar towards their dying partner. 

People who still chose to continue loving even when it's guaranteed that they will lose the person in just months, weeks, or even days.

I used to wonder, is there really a love that real, a love that deep? Nga bisan sure naka nga masakitan raka kay mawala na sila soon, you wouldn't want to be anywhere else but stay with them? And you wouldn't want to be with anyone else, but with them?

Now i understand. Because right now, I'd rather have my heart broken when you're really gone, knowing I did everything I could to make the the rest of your days count.

Knowing I was there and I somehow made you feel the happiness you deserve. 

When the time comes, I'd rather nga you go knowing that your life mattered, that you were able to make someone else happy, bisan pag kadyot.

I'd rather nga you go knowing nga you are valued

Knowing nga you are cared for and appreciated

Knowing nga you are loved, not just by your family because they have to.

But you are deeply loved because of who you are, not with what you can give, with no conditions, no blood ties, no guilt. 

When the time comes, I won't stop trying to make you finally believe that you are worth it jd.

That even if you will cause grief when you're gone, you know that I was happy despite that pain.

So uu, dahan2x or biglaan, there's just no easy way to break somebody's heart.

Cguro ang question lang, which way will make the heartbreak worth it?