if one day you need a bit of something to hope for or something to remind you. i hope this will reach you.

Cguro right now most of your days are filled with a rollercoaster of emotions. Emotions that everyone else can't even begin to understand. And I don't know if there are days when you wanna hear about stories of hope and strength.

But if one day you get to open this and you'll need it, and it gives you something to hold on to or hope for, then i guess it's worth sending you all these letters.

Diba ana ko i've been reading about patient care, people's stories and journey.

I've heard personal accounts of people i know man sad. Ang mama sa akong friend is at 11% heart function and she went to live with it till now at 67. 

I also remember a client sa akong kauban sa Prulife who has been on dialysis for at least 5 years. And I've read accounts of people who's been on it for 11 and 15 years, claiming their lives, building families.

I'm not saying pareha ug cases tanan or unsa, but I guess knowing about these odds and that there are people sharing their stories shines some hope, when its absolutely needed. Stories about how they were able to adjust and live a new normal after hitting rock bottom during diagnosis. How they went through everything from pain, denial, confusion, anger and emptiness, to seeing hope and enjoying little things a little everyday. 

For them to reach the realization, and even acceptance, that even if people can't understand how it feels to be them, the people who love them would stick around, even in silence, even when they don't know how they can make things okay.

Kay its true cguro nga no matter how deeply we care or how genuine our intentions are, we can't totally save people from themselves. We can only love them.

So i hope nga amidst the bad days, the positive days, the so-so days that are coming, you don't forget nga you are loved ha.

okay brad? 🥹