I hope we don't fail you, when you need us the most

 

I don't know how to tell you im here for you without being too much for you.

You have your family you have your friends, and they care a lot for you. But how i wish they can see that it's not just the sickness and physical pain that's hurting you.

I wish they can read your eyes and see how vulnerable you've been.

I wish they can see the strength it takes to keep a straight face everyday.

And I hope we can all see how much you want to be understood and seen, without having to bare yourself open.

You used to tell me di ka expressive and you dont ask for help,

If only people around you can see how much of yourself, your thoughts and your feelings you're showing to the world lately.

Yet, people who love you are failing you, just when you need somebody to see the real you.

I know lisud musulti sa family nga di ta okay. If you need to say it out loud to someone, or you need to sit in silence, or even cry, I'm nearby. 

Di ko nahan masuko ka, pero i wont forgive myself if in case u need somebody today and im not here.

Or if ever u want to forget that you're hurting even for a bit and just sit in front sa dagat, i can take you.

Im here for you today just in case.

I don't even know if kabasa pa ka sa msgs. Basta i'm physically here. Sorry daan nibyahe ko, I hope you'll see this from a point of view of someone who cares for you.