"i miss you.

that's it.

that's the only thing I can say and feel and carry right now

every word I try to write turns into three.

I miss you.

i feel it silently, whether im eating, working, 

trying to be okay, or go about my day.

i miss you.

i want to tell you about my day

i want to ask if you've been okay

whether life has been gentle or heavy lately

still, i hoped that you'll remember

when i said that i'll always be here,

even if i dont know all the answer,

i want to write something better,

something that makes sense.

but all I have is this same old piece.

I miss you.

still and always.

please, take care pirme. 💛

"I still open our chats sometimes

not to msg you, just to stare.

because that used to be my favorite place, 

where love felt alive in words and hearts.

now it's quiet.

no typing dots, no replies, 

just me scrolling through old messages 

like they're sacred ruins of something I may never have again.

It's strange how silence can scream your name louder than anything.

how a chat that once made me smile and laugh 

now hurts a bit to look at,

not in a bitter way

but in soft yearning,

knowing what we had was good

knowing it couldve been more,

knowing neither of us is at fault

that life just happened, that priorities had to change

but still, I go back there.

becuase i can still see the way your face looks

when you say those words.

I can still imagine the way your eyes light up 

when you laugh or when you share exciting news 🥲

the time stamps may be from different month, a different year

but the way the words make my heart feel 

make it seem like it wasnt that long ago...

It seems like you were just here.

"hey.
i wasn't planning to say anything

but i still think about you.

not in a desperate way,

just in that soft, quiet kind of missing

the kind you carry without expecting anything back

i guess i just wanted you to know

you mattered.

you still do. 

even if you never see this.

 
"i think that maybe 
i would always let you come back, 
not that i'd stay here waiting, exactly, but
if you came, told me you loved me, 
and asked me to be yours....
im not sure if there's anything in the world 
i wouldn't drop for you.

"I hope you don’t regret having met me.

I hope when my name comes up, 

you don’t let out a sigh of relief, 

like I was a chapter you’re glad to have closed. 

I don’t want to be remembered as a mistake

or as someone who asked for too much. 

I want you to remember me as the girl 

who gave you everything she had, 

the way she knows how, and without hesitation.

I hope, in some way, I wasn’t forgettable to you.

that I wasn’t just another passing moment, 

because to me you were everything.

however brief what we had seemed to be,

Or not matter how short life will be.

I think I’ll carry this love for the rest of mine,

even if it changes me, 

even if it leaves me.

And if you ever think of me

I need you to know,

I loved you for you and nothing else."

And I loved you more than i ever did anyone else.

💛

Hi.

Nana sad bagyo ba. 

I hope nara mo llc. I hope you're all safe.

Its the 9th.

Hmm not that it matters anymore. 

Anywayyy, amping diha ha. 

God bless sa imogn dia sessions pd.

Stay safe. 💛

Hmm i dunno whats going on sa imong mind right now.

Kabasa ko nga people worry because they lack information,

So the brain tries its best to come up with assumptions, what ifs, worse case scenarios etc and then its these assumptions that lead to worry, and worse, overthinking.

So unsa akong point? Wala lang. Just thought its true.

Coz thats what i do sometimes.

Like karon, you're offline.

You just went through grabeh nga experience 

And you have worries sa imogn papa  sa imogn family. 

I cant imagine what you're going through

And i cant possibly understand coz im not in your shoes.

But yeah, i still worry about you. Always. 

I still care about you. A lot.

So yeah, kana lang. 

And i also logged in sa fb today.

Chexked how you are, how youve been. 

And i saw nga you remove the highlight sa mga stories nga nagkuyog ta?

Or maybe nasayup lng ko. 

Ni deact rapd ko dayun balik after man. 

Anyway, ill always hope and pray for you. 

Kasabot ko if u dont want to deal with small talk or pangumusta or dghan questions.

But i hope you still know that im still here. 

You know how and where to reach me.

Stay safe. 💛

*Im not sure how to call u or address you anymore. I know you needed time few months  ago to handle the things you're carrying. And i know we didnt really got back together, So im not sure if ur ok sa usual endearment like we just pick up where we left off, or if for you theres nothing to pick up.  See, overthinking.

Take care. Imy.