i wish u knew

 

today i listened to vaultboy's i wish u knew, and it hit me: 

I'm peacefully, but utterly in love with you beh. 

I hope with me, you'll never have to feel alone.💛

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I wish you knew how much I love you
I wish you knew how bad I need you here
I wish you knew how much I miss you
I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're
Alone in the world
I hope you know how much I love you
I hope you know how bad I need you here
I know you don't like to talk
About all of your dark thoughts
You don't like to ask for help
You carry it by yourself
You think that if you're too seen
The people you love might leave
You feel like you bring them down
You say that it's your fault, how?

I just love you

I love you.

I love you for you.

And i want to continue falling in love with you.

surprises

 

today, you made me blush. ;-)

i dunno if you have any idea how much this little things make my heart flutter

and how surprises make me feel like a girl with a little crush lol

i know i may be clingy with you in public or displays all sorts of affection

but damn, for an introvert, you made me almost enjoy the attention

i've always hated being the center of it, nor i've ever wanted to be on the spotlight

but people knowing i have someone who loves me just seems to feel so right

today, you found another way to make me happy

and when i tell you, you make me fall in love with you more and more everyday,

today is proof that you don't have to do the grandest things, and I still fall for you anyway.

thank you for making me feel special and cared for, for making me believe love can be true

and most especially, thank you for loving me the way you do.

i love you beeeh.

- the other yellow

thank you.

thank you for making me feel that i was never too much

that i feel too much, or say too much

thank you for making me feel heard and seen

above all else, thank you for making me feel loved. 

"do you feel loved by me?" you asked.

and it takes all my strength to not answer you with the most intense and emoji-filled YES.

you loved me in a way I never thought possible.

you reassured me not just with your words but more importantly with your actions 

you make me feel safe that i never felt the need to overthink

"i thought maybe there were times you doubted my love", you said

but i never did.

we've known each other a short time, that i know it feels impossible to feel this kind of trust

but i do. 

i know it takes all you have to speak up, to say how you feel

but you always do.

and its one of the thousand reasons i still fall harder for you.

i love you and i thank God for you everyday.

thank you beeeh.

- the other yellow